Tuesday...

I went to the gym again todae, right after my lesson and before attending at talk by a Venture Capitalist in school...
No choice, i'm putting on weight due to my ill-disciplined snacking and eating......hmmm, and although i hav been citing the cold weather as an excuse to eat more, it's reali getting out of hand...and i can't tolerate it anymore...
i wanna regain the kind of fitness i've alwaiz been proud of....and i shall start now....
so, don expect to see a 'fat' me when i return nxt yr....hahaz....

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hey tricia, i've got a dedicated song supplier from singapore....so dat's y i'm never outdated for long.... *wink*wink*

hmmm...i was tinkin abt sth juz now...
it's been a long long time since the last time i lost my temper....i can't even rem when was the last time i did so....

Why did i suddenly think of dat?
Cos over here, sometimes i get a little irritated by some thgs ppl do or say (something which occurs to everyone in everyday life too), especially when it concerns me....and especially when i'm feeling reali tired or stressed out....that is the time when even trivial jokes that are slightly personal and provocative in nature threaten to ignite the fire in me....
Today, something like that happened again....I merely controlled my own temper as alwaiz and chose to keep quiet instead of starting an argument...
I hate to admit it, but sometimes ppl take me for granted or that they think I'm a pushover just because they haven't seen me lose my temper before or simply because I let them have their ways....
More often than not, I choose not to pay the person back with the same coin because I don't want to make things awkward in future.....but just because I dont retaliate doesn't mean that ppl can climb all over me...

Stress and pent-up frustrations are precursors to losing one's temper....I hope I will never have to deal with the consequences of losing my temper....cos it's never nice....
for those frens who have not seen it before, trust me, u won't wan to see it.....
cos friendly and nice i may alwaiz seem to be to you, u'll be afraid of me once i lose my temper...

I think i reali need to be firmer in certain situations and not let ppl have their ways all the time...
Protecting myself and my own interests is something I gotta learn, and i rem dat was 1 advice ZW imparted to me before i left too, cos he noes dat's a weakness of mine....that some ppl take the credit for work which was done by me...

I reali hate to be taken for granted for....I've had bad experiences before....
Don't even try...I'm not someone you'll want to mess around with....

tOmoRRow will be A beTTeR dAy...