Saturday...

i slept at 3am last nite and i didn't get a good rest at all.....so i woke up tis morning feeling reali lethargic and kinda sleepy...why couldn't i sleep well? i guess Elysia and Zw shld noe better...

went out with Meijia todae....i tink i did a good job of hiding my fatigue and moodiness.....well, at least i tink i did....there was no point in affecting another person's mood....going out means dat we shld be happy and enjoy ourselves....furthermore, it's a saturday.....of cos i felt like talking abt wat's bothering me too, but reali....she didn't deserve to be affected my poor mood....hope she enjoyed herself todae....

i chose to go to the PC show todae over doing community service.....hmmm, sorry bt it but i had been planning to the IT show so well, i'll reserve nxt sat aftn for community service....
City hall mrt was so jam packed dat it onli functioned to worsen my mood....i deliberately left home earlier todae so as not to let the lady wait....but the moment i saw the crowds at city hall....i felt damn sianz oredi....
Also dono y Elysia suddenly called MJ and asked if we wanted to go Taka join her.....honestly i wasn't keen on the idea as moving arnd here and there would be even more troublesome (cos movie at nite at marina)....
I went into the exhibition halls of the PC show for barely 15mins.....not a good dae to be there when one isn't in the best of moods.....i checked the prices of the mem card for Ade and left promptly.....
the jostling crowd made me feel like pushing and shoving too....but well, i didn't....

Actually, when i'm not in a very good mood, i reali find it hard to keep it under disguise.....and actually, i felt like singing todae....i guess it's a form of release of any pent-up frustration.....but as i had expected, MJ wasn't reali for the idea....hmmm, she didn't wan to go arcade oso....so we simply walked arnd and watched some childrens' dance competition for more den half an hr.....and walked arnd suntec and marina before having an earli dinner...
after dinner, abit more shopping before going to the cinema....
hmmm, i saw a blazer which i kinda liked.....and a couple of shirts which were quite nice....but again, i didn't feel like trying....way too crowded....

Over the Hedge is good.....it's reali funny....and creative.....it improved my mood for awhile....after the show, we went over to Esplanade and managed to get a seat at Haagen Daaz after having to leave our names for reservation....
yah, the usual stuff of chatting....
Well, strange, but she seems to like to either link me with Ting or Elysia.....and much of the conversation tonite was again on dat....it got abit too much for me in fact.....i juz played along lor, since she seemed to be enjoying it....was it cos she was afraid dat there will be nuttin to talk abt? i wonder....cos if dat is the worry, den it's an unfounded one....i hav so much more other things to talk abt!
but i don tink dat's the reason....maybe she juz found it fun....yah...nvm......

it was late oredi so i sent her home like wat i'd normally do....for any records, she's the first person to ask me to drop her a sms back to let her noe dat i reach home oredi.... (other den Ade in the past)
was quite surprised at dat....cos the reason y guys see gals home and not the other way round is cos it's more dangerous for a gal to travel alone so late at nite.....
i don tink i look too frail or weak do i? don tink so...
well, anyhow, i'm too tired to talk anymore abt dat....

reali enjoyed my sat nevertheless....

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hey Shiqi.....yah....we'll hav some class gathering before i leave....promise! wait till Isabelle's more free den i'll start discussing with her yah....yea...den maybe u can suggest somewhere oso lor....since i tink u still go clubbing or pubbing very often right?
i seldom do so tis daes....yupz...and looking forward to meeting u all of cos!

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i juz don feel too happy....and i'm very tired too....maybe i shld go sleep soon....yupz, i tink i'll do so....

知我者为我心忧,
不知我者为我何求...

life is sometimes so full of profound issues.....i guess mine will be reserved for close frens to help me with when i feel dat i need help....
Well, at least i noe who i can approach when i need any....

nitez....better dae tmr....

tHinK WitH A cLeAR mINd....

i wiLL....