Thursday...

it was perhaps the best happy hour i've ever had at PayQuik...

this happy hour was specially arranged for me....as i embark on the final week of work at PayQuik....
as i type, i am feeling the strong sense of emotions flooding my mind and heart oredi...

1 year....
What can one do in 1 year?
If one stays back in Singapore, 1 year of work in a local company might not form a significant part of one's memory...but this 1 year for me has been well, i don't even know what adjective to use to describe....

A paradigm shift I have experienced....in all aspects...
I look at issues from a more holistic perspective...I am able to make more well-informed decisions...
My confidence level, which I've alwaiz felt dat has been my strength, has soared even more than ever before...
Some tangible and some less tangible accomplishments I've achieved...
Becoming a tougher person mentally, stronger, smarter, more street-wise....I can go on and on....

but let me get back to what I wanna blog about today....
the reason why you might feel that my blog posts have been random, incoherent or even confusing is because it clearly reflects how I feel recently about the transition back to Singapore...

aniwaiz...yah....

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I had a few drinks tonight....It really helped me to feel less inhibited...and more relaxed...
Talking to my CEO and my other colleagues at PayQuik, I realize that I have come a long way with this company...fighting battles with them for 1 year oredi...

Just 2 days ago, I felt a tinge of sadness when walking around the office at 8pm....fond memories came flooding back as i stood at the different parts of the office...
I can't express aptly enough in words....at least not right now....so I am not going to do so....

They have treated me very well...
Very well indeed...
Now that I have to leave already...I really can't bear to....
I want to see it succeed even further....I hope they open a PayQuik SG office soon like what we have been talking about...

They have been supportive of my other commitments and endeavours...

My CFO drove me home again....
I chatted with him in the car also...He understands how i feel towards 'dat issue'....
Great to have mentors like him and many others around....they have trodden on paths I am walking on now...and are in suitable positions to give me advice...

Sometimes when i feel that no one understands what I am feeling....I am usually wrong...
There will almost always be someone who does...

Alright, again, another fragmented post...
I guess this is going to be the way till at least I settle down again....

I have to chiong now by firing my cylinders...I have been busy but I have been dragging my feet along as I try to wrap up my commitments...unlike previously, I was firing on all cylinders...
Aniwaiz...another busy upcoming week meeting people everyday....

I hope I won't get too emotional when I bid everyone goodbye...

I will be fine.... =)

Many many thots...