Tuesday...

it's been a week since I've been back...
time reali flies...
i'm going back soon......but i don feel like....my heart is here oredi...
with my family...with her.....with my comfortable house, bed...
it's so nice to be back in one's comfort zone after learning the survival skills in a rough terrain for abt a year....

i'm so grateful to my dad, my mum and my sis for everythg they've done for me...
seemingly less-impt thgs like getting and changing the flight dates, getting tidbits/breakfast for me, making sure my room is neat and tidy before i return, waiting up for me when i return home late at nite, juz being arnd for me all dae long, calling me to ask me wat time i need to wake up the nxt morning for my meetings so dat they can make sure dat i'm up by dat time, listening to my grumbling in the wee hrs of the morning so dat i can sleep better and much more....
i wldn't be anything without them....
which is y they r my strongest motivation in working so hard....i wan to be able to provide them with a comfortable life...and tis is sth i've said umpteen times in my posts since 2005...

recently, there has been a new and equally strong motivation for me......
tis source of motivation has been arnd for a pretty long time too...since last june...but it's onli my returning to Singapore that has amplified its effects...
she's so sweet...and i'm real thankful for dat cos i'm sometimes so busy dat all tis little thgs reali do make up ALOT...
giving me the morning calls cos she noes dat i sometimes overslept back in philly and she doesn't wan me to be late for my meetings here too, making sure i get enuff sleep, helping me look for wat i need when she noes dat i don hav time to do so, pound my back when i get tired from lugging the dinosaur of my laptop arnd all dae long...and more....

THANKS! and dat is a big thank you to you all.....

of cos, how can i forget many of my wonderful frens who have alwaiz been arnd for me...
and again, as i've mentioned so many times before all tis yrs, i wun be who i am without u all oso....together with my family and her, many of u have formed the pillar of my support tis 1yr....
and u noe who u are.... =)

when the going gets real tough, i sometimes reali felt like giving up....
no kidding....i am human too....i feel weak at times too....i may look very strong most of the time, but sometimes i wish there is someone juz there whom i can lean on...
and it is this pillar which i've alwaiz subconsciously leaned on....
thanks everyone....i reali reali feel grateful for dat....

tis 1 yr's journey has almost come to an end....onli a mth more or so....
i've learnt alot...i've gained alot....i've lost some too...but i'll make up for dat....
it has been a rough journey at times...getting knocks, getting bumps, bruises, but i've gotten my fair share of rewards too....
i'm back a different person, with even greater confidence, a much more global perspective and entrepreneurial mindset, a more rugged and proven determination as well as personality, BUT at the same time, i've retained my roots....i'm still the Jinfa you all used to noe....
i still love volunteering, i long for dat all the time....it makes me so happy to see the smiles on the faces of the children i used to help at Yishun Wonderkids...
i am still the old me....i've not become arrogant or complacent just because of a few achievements....cos i noe i still have tons of room for improvement....and even if i reach there, i will still never be arrogant or complacent....
i still want to do my part for Singapore...i still am driven by my desire to provide a comfortable life for my family and my own family in future....i still am happy when my frens r happy....

i can go on all nite....
i wonder how i will feel on graduation nite....11th June....
but something I noe for sure...
i can't wait for 23rd July 2007....

Back to Singapore....Back Home....back to my dearest....

A peek into my heart and mind...
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