Friday...

finally, tomorrow's the day...
i'm flying back to Singapore for 2 weeks on a business trip....I'm sure I do not have to elaborate about the details anymore...

Was speaking to my production manager todae....telling him abt some thoughts I've had...
I'm concerned that too much has changed in this one year...family and frens in Singapore, the environment in Singapore and alot more...and I'm not sure how all these will fit in nicely when I'm back on Monday....I've got too much to handle within such a short time span...and I don't even know whether I can get used to the weather or not....so actually, it's good that i'm going back for onli 2wks...it's sort of like a preview to wat i'll actually experience when i go back for good in July...

He brought up a good point which I had sorta forgotten about....he said..."Melvin, you'd be the one who has changed the most, not your family and friends"....
That seemed to ring some bell in my head....and i realize that that is the truth....

Well, I know I shouldn't be thinking so much about all these...
but I really wonder if anyone will really understand me anymore....well, at least in the short term; within these 2 weeks....
Can everyone see where I'm coming from?
Can family and frens understand my rationale in the way I think and reason?
Can they see my perspectives?
Can we clique in our thoughts?
And more....

Partly cos of the big difference in culture here in the US...which will contribute to all those disparities....
I just hope that it won't take too long to fit in again....

Will she understand how I think and feel?
I hope so....

Maybe I'm thinking too much....
I should just concentrate and focus on my work....
Take care all, and see u back in Singapore...

Aniwaiz...thank you for offering to see me to the airport tomorrow although it really isn't necessary...everyone else is traveling but u still take the extra effort to see me off...i really appreciate ur sincerity... =)

somehow, i'm feeling a little sick todae...not sure y even though my rest last nite was pretty good....
i shld sleep earlier...or at least, i'll try to...

Staying firm and rooted to my vision and beliefs...