Wednesday...

juz finished the first draft of the paper that is due tomorrow....the first draft shld most likely be the final draft oredi oso....well, i'm not very satisfied with it....too last min work, too rush, too tired to produce a paper dat i can be proud of....

i tink i've grown to expect even more and more from myself as time passes....back in nus, i noe i've alwaiz had high expectations of myself....but now, it's grown to such a high level that sometimes, i'm not sure if it's still a good thing after all.....cos i don seem to be satisfied with my work easily anymore....
maybe it's the perfectionist's dilemma....or sth lydat...
i noe dat the general opinion ppl hav of me is dat i'm too harsh on myself...or at least, dat's wat i gathered from the kind of advice i alwaiz get frm family and frens....which is to be nicer to myself....
well, when i take a break...i'll tink abt tis issue again...

i've got alot to say abt work....but i don feel like typing it out....so, it's going to be for another story-telling session when i return.....
it's juz getting busier and heavier....been working longer hrs and at higher intensity....more nxt time...

last nite, i reached home at abt 10....after bathing, i finished up some office work....and i wanted to take a 45mins nap before i work on the paper....guess wat...
i didn't even hear the alarm ring....totally knocked out....
and i get the same kind of feeling now...brain dead.....

everyone's having exams back in SG now....it's the exam period here too...

again, tis post is another random thots post....it will prolly sound kinda incoherent again...

i'm sorry u hav to wait....i don wan to too....
but i guess we must....
soon....okie?

looking forward to taking a break soon....
or rather, before i hav a chance to take a break, the nxt major event is returning to sg in may....looking forward to dat real badly...

i've got so so much to say...but i can't type it all out....
so, it's all going to be for another dae....

Mummy, take care k....get more rest....don make me worried...
take the flu tablet if u need to, drink more water...and sleep more!
I will take care, so u must too....

kk...i'm ending tis post here oredi....
i promise i'll try to have a more interesting and normal post the nxt time....

i reali reali need an organizer...