Saturday...

had been wanting to blog for the last couple of daes but was too busy to do so...every night, this activity just didn't seem to find its way into the 'completed things' part of my overall to-do list...

todae....went to visit a fren in NJ....arnd princeton area...and it was great fun...
her house is wonderfully beautiful...she's a director in clinical research in J&J....a fellow Singaporean who has been here for more than 10yrs i think...and someone whom I totally respect....
It was the 3rd time I met her and her children, whom we had lotsa fun with too....
Today, we went to Princeton University together for some carnival thingy...it wasn't too great but well, although the campus is pretty beautiful, i still tink Harvard's one is better...and even UPenn's one is of comparable standard....
anyhow...it was a fun dae....juz came back not long ago....
I think i will miss her and her children alot...hope they can attend our graduation ceremony in June.....

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I had been thinking of my plans again...and I need to realli write everything down to organize my thoughts again...cos i have quite a number of alternatives for the 1 yr and several yrs ahead....
it's pretty exciting but i wanna make sure i am organized and be able to get the best out of everythg and to get the things i reali want most....

Which leads me to think that I had really wasted many yrs of potential back in sec and jc daes....I know i have talked about this before...but lemme juz grumble abit more....
Hmmm, one of the things i often tell my sis and closest frens is that I feel that one of the most wasted issue is that when one has the potential to achieve great things but doesn't do so cos of laziness or lack of appropriate planning or other inexcusable factors.....
i tell them to onli my sis and closest frens cos i don wan to be misunderstood as trying to force ppl to tink tis way too....in fact, it's juz my personal opinion and of cos anyone is entitled to their own views, and thus, challenge mine.....

u noe...come to tink abt it...
i even feel dat although i had made up for my playfulness and lack of vision in sec sch and jc....i was still too slow in the first 2 yrs in NUS....
in retrospect, i tink i cld have achieved even more and done better in school and other areas if i had tis set of thinking right now...
and thus, i definitely want to up the ante when i return for my final year....

okie...i might come across as being too harsh on myself again...
but i seriously feel dat my capacity hasn't been reached yet and i feel dat i can comfortably take on more....
so hopefully, i will be able to achieve success in the areas which i aim to...
in the meantime, i reali feel dat it's of no point trying to relay my personal goals to some ppl cos there r so many ppl (here and maybe elsewhere) that are so good at bullshitting and trying to smoke ppl abt their competencies and capabilities dat it TRULY make me feel DISGUSTED....
yikes....how did these ppl make it through the filters.....

I don't want to be mistakenly placed in the same kind of league as them....let them ramble on for as much as they want to lor...hahaz...
i don give a damn at all....let those who clearly can distinguish between the capable and those who r merely smoking decide on how to go abt doing so....
for those who are myopic in vision...i'm sorry for them....for those who are taken in easily...i feel bad for them too.....for those who smoke all dae long and lack actual competencies...i feel sorry for them....
go get a life...and get some self-esteem too!

Eventually, let's see who will be the victors....
or maybe I wun even care at all...cos in my eyes....tis type of ppl aren't even worth considering at all....

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sorry if i sound a tad too cynical...juz wanted to grumble abit dat's all...hahaz...
and a little pissed and frustrated with ppl like tis...and how they can do dat kind of stuff all the time....
bear with me... =p

i'm juz looking forward to working with familiar ppl again...ppl whom i respect and noe how good they are....and many of them r frens back in SG....

miss u all alot leh...
hahaz....everyone....

kk, i'm very sleepy oredi...shld try to sleep in an hr's time... =p
goodnight all....will be back in SG soon!

hols for many of my frens in uni soon....jiayou for ur last papers!

Soon le....
soon... =)