Thursday...

When I have multiple calendar notes in my hp from the day before pushed to today and I still do not have time to fulfill them, it's a sign that I'm overloaded....

When I have to eat my lunch and work at the same time in the office....I guess I'm definitely too busy....

When I have at least one meeting every single night after work or school that stretch till 10+ or sometimes even past midnight, I know I'm definitely too busy....

When I spend almost every hour that I'm not sleeping on clearing emails, on work, on sch work, on following up on my commitments, I know I might be overloaded....
But well, that's the kind of life entrepreneurs lead aniwaiz....so i guess this is good training....and I'm gaining a whole lot of satisfaction from being able to juggle all of dat.....On the other hand, I do get a little stressed sometimes if they get too overwhelming, which happens from time to time....

But I still blog....
Some things are just necessary to do on a daily basis...like blogging, like talking to somebody, like smsing my parents...like keeping in contact with my frens, which I really really really try to do to the best of my abilities...

I can't emphasize more on how satisfying my work now is....I hope it not only remains this way but get even better and better....

Got back an assignment from my negotiations class todae...that's the Wharton module i'm taking tis sem....and was told by my prof dat it's a very good grade...hahaz....
I was pleasantly surprised, cos it was a one page analysis report and I had only spent like 20mins on it on the morning of the day's lesson before printing it out and submitting it....I guess I can smoke pretty well.....and without any citations nor quotes from the assigned readings because i had not touched them yet, i guess i reali did pretty well.... =p

And so, I went to 2 meetings tonite, one after another consecutively, the first with this entrepreneurship board at a restaurant in Chinatown; we are assisting them in organizing a symposium in April....
Right after that, I headed home with my friend cos onli 2 of us were invited for the first meeting...and in the second meeting, we updated our committee and discussed all our plans and all dat....
kinda beat now....

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The visionary...... VS. ........ The Strategist....

I used to think I'm more of a visionary as opposed to a strategist.....Not that I don't think that way anymore, but I realized that I'm actually neither both........YET.....

There are many areas where I can improve and I am still neither here nor there in both categories....cos i juz feel dat i'm not up to standard yet.....I'm not sure what my yardstick is and what kind of standards I'm talking abt...but I juz feel that I have alot of room for improvement....

The eventual goal would be to be both a visionary and a strategist.....
For now, I'm perhaps slightly more of a visionary? I wish to be more of a strategist though....

Well, i'll leave this question to the time when I return to Singapore in a few mths time.....after I've gone thru the mill in the last few mths of this intellectually and in every way challenging, enlightening, perspective broadening, eye-opening 1 year....

For now, I gotta clear some more emails before sleeping.....
and for 2 of my frens' sisters, good luck for ur 'O' level results! I hope you do fine.... =)

MotivAtioN & cOnfiDencE...
it'S All HeRe.....
I'm bAcK!!! =)