Wednesday...
honestly, don feel too good now....
a little irritable now actually...and highly frustrated...
the research is going nowhere.....i can't find the data dat i need!
arghhhh! and like i was juz telling XM, i hav a million other thgs to do, all waiting in my priority list and here i am, spending a huge chunk of my time on tis and yet there is no guarantee the data can be found....
i'm feeling a little stressed....i gotta concede dat....
i noe it's juz a competition and dat yah, it's the process dat counts, the experience gained is invaluable....yah...i certainly agree with dat, and in fact, i've oredi learnt alot up to tis point...
but i reali wanna do well in tis competition....in tis premium competition....one of the best, if not the best in the world.....
and i gotta concede too, dat we left it till a little too late....although it wasn't entirely our fault dat we pushed it back till now....but den again, dat's another story which i don feel like elaborating todae....
i'll try my best to see wat i can find....and to write our business proposal....
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had a pretty long chat with a colleague todae....
got some praise from her on my attitude.... =p
later on, someone praised me for being able to take pressure well...
but now, i'm reali beginning to feel the pressure mounting....and i can feel the stress....i reali can feel it....
there was some problem regarding one of the modules i'll be taking tis sem...problem with timetable...change here change there, haiz...
don feel like talking abt dat oso...it's settled aniwaiz...
and the competition deadline is nxt fri, stressed out....
i don feel too confident abt getting to the nxt phase honestly....but nonetheless, i am still trying my best of cos...and i have had to motivate my teammate recently too....
i gotta reserve some energy for myself, to motivate and push myself....can't afford to use it all on others....
had a meeting with my COO, CFO and 2 other colleagues today abt resource allocation.....
a good meeting in my opinion as it clarifies our individual priorities....
he hopes to create an exciting and well-balanced work environment and dat we will all work together in a focused manner for the good of the company....
it was motivating of cos....and i reali wanna do even more den i can for the company...
and sometimes, i feel reali bad, cos i noe i cld have done better and much more over the last 6mths and now....but cos of the various other commitments, i sometimes aren't able to give 100%....
i noe dat, and i feel bad....
so, once i submit the proposal nxt friday for the wharton business plan competition....i'm going to work doubly hard at work....
gotta work on the poster designs...supposed to be doing dat tis 2 wks, but i said dat i can't do it till after next friday oredi....so nxt wkend, i gotta do it...
SPIN events...planning, execution, everythg....yah....speechless...
schoolwork is coming....it's a heavy semester.....academic workload alone is heavy even by NUS standards...and even for my own threshold for tolerating heavy workloads.....
my emails r piling up....i haven't had time to read and clear them....it's irritating seeing so many emails there lying to be read....i wanna read, but.....arghh...
worse of all, the cold weather is pissing me off!
tis morning as i walked out, it was -7deg C, and with the wind blowing, the real feel, according to the weather website....was -13deg C, and throughout the day, it was sub-zero all the way...
needless to say, it's the same for now too....and i feel so pissed when it gets so cold as i step out of my room (which i have the heater on)....
i hate the cold....i can't feel even my own fingers todae....i didn't bring my gloves out....and i don like to wear so thick clothing...looks so ugly....
okie, i noe i'm sounding like a grumpy idiot....
lemme be....i sometimes act like one as a way to relieve stress....
i'll be fine....
don reali feel like with chatting with anyone now although my msn status is online....
going to say bye to a few ppl who hav msged me...
sorry i have been so lacklustre tonite....was doing my research and am REALLY tired....
i'm going to sleep now oredi...
brain can't tink...no pt pushing on...
time to rest....and rest i will....
i noe my mind will still be on the pile of work....
hope i'll feel better aft a gd nite's sleep tonite though...
3 comments:
Jia you~
But between comfort n looks i think u shd choose comfort.. Wear thicker clothes thou u might think they make u look ugly..
One suggestion if u dun like wearing gloves.. Get some hot-paks, stuff them in ur pocket, tat way ur hands dun get cold.. I use this mtd before few yrs ago..
yaa... i hate the cold too! luckily Singapore is hot! err.. though i dono if tat is gOod or bad! hahaa... anyway, staY poSitive ya~~ jus take 1 step at a time, the road will become smooth in the end! =)
sori i hav been busy lately.. seem tt u r having a rough time at work n studies.. buck up bro!
try to spare a little bit of time for yrself n listen to some soothing songs/music to relax yrself..calm yrself den yr brain can function beta..
i cant help u much but i will support u wateva u do k.. let GANBATTE!! tc.. =D
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