Sunday...

this morning was sucky...
i was in a super ultra bad mood......
perhaps kinda tired from the 2 nites of gatherings and partying, i woke up feeling kinda sleepy...
however, i still woke up slightly earlier den usual sunday mornings cos i wanted to start the video conference with my parents earlier....i haven't had one with them over the last 2 sundays cos i was traveling....
and even though i had called home, it's more intimate when i get to see them on my screen....

so yah, the screwed up internet connection had to be even more screwed up this morning....
the visual was ultra laggy, the audio was super jerky....after attempting both skype and msn as well as VOIP call later...we gave up...it got all of us too irritated....
arghh....and y is the internet connection so particularly screwed up?
cos my house is overcrowded!
and dat is another thing which is pissing me off....
so many ppl in the house, the entire place is so untidy, so messy, so yikey!
last nite, i cldn't shower before i slept cos too many ppl were bathing....and somehow, dat caused the water heating system to not work...and so after waiting for a long time for my turn to bathe, the water wldn't heat up....and i cldn't bathe with water dat was like around 5deg celsius...
so i had to contend with juz washing my face and den going to bed....

i'm in wharton now as i type....decided to blog after settling some work stuff and some SPIN stuff....
the internet has been so pervasive....i guess alot of ppl reali can't do without it....

when i get home later, i wonder if we will get to shift the rooms....haiz....sth dat has been pissing me off oso....but i shall not talk abt it here...
juz wanna get the shifting done soon...so dat we can all settle down....

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sorry if i had affected anyone's mood tis morning too....
juz wasn't in the best of moods to chat....thks to those for trying to cheer me up nevertheless....i appreciate it... =)

and so, todae marks the exact half yr mark since i left Singapore to embark on this journey....and 6mths after i've arrived in the US....
another half the journey to go....a much more intensive, much tougher one....but it will soon see the fruits of my labour....
i noe my priorities....but i still haven't reali set my heart down to committing to them yet, not least in 2007 so far...i gotta do so....i reali need to....
internship, wbpc, spin, academic work, networks....and her....
very close with her now....but wld like to be closer.....
i'm happy with the progress so far though....let's see where it will go from here...6mths more to go...

as for the rest of the commitments, it's imperative dat i am able to juggle them well...and manage my time like a professional...
family will alwaiz be the number 1 priority....no doubts abt dat....
i guess frens and myself come after dat....all the human factors definitely come before the rest of the commitments....

last nite, i stayed back with a close buddy here in the pub to hav more drinks and our own usual chat....he commented dat i'm more of a family man....
i tink i agree...
no matter how far i venture out, regardless of how high and ambitious my dreams are....they are alwaiz closely tied to my roots.....my family and loved ones....
yea...and i'm proud of dat.....
and i will continue to do dat.....

right....i tink i'm going home soon....there's going to be some gathering tonite again at my house....a farewell party for some...
btw, this morning, when i went to take a nap after she went to bed too....i dreamt of myself at the airport, going back to Singapore.....hahaz...
yah...in 6mths time....

miss u all!
and don worry, i'll take care and jiayou!
toast to our dreams!

fAmiLy, fRenS...
LoveD oNeS...