Monday...

a moderate dae....with gd stuff and screwed up times....
i TOTALLY screwed up my presentation todae....no kidding....it was a total screw up....i made a fool of myself in front of the entire class....
haiz...
i onli started my preparation for the presentation 10mins before class....tink i reali deserved it....shux....
kk, don wan to talk abt dat oredi....so dumb....arghhh....and i tink i had been complacent too...thot i was so zai3 in presentations and dat kind of stuff....

hmm...work was not bad though...had another good discussion with my colleague from canada todae....was a fruitful phone meeting....
we talk on the phone almost every day now...he's reali friendly and helpful and patient....hahaz, i can be so slow at times but he still takes his time to explain concepts to me...

aniwaiz...tis wed will be the last goodbye for our friend....
it's reali quite draining...i'm tired...
the entire incident is reali very very very draining indeed....
am in constant disarray....i noe many of my frens r too...all of those who r in NCBV....can't eat well, can't sleep well, can't focus on work, can't concentrate on studies, everyone has some of the abovementioned symptoms...haiz....
we gotta hang on....for if we don't, how can we give those 2 who r recovering the strength to carry on....

guess wat i feel like doing now...
feel like kayaking out to the open sea....and shout out all the frustrations....den i'll feel better le....
rem i used to do dat with some frens a couple of times before....
i miss kayaking alot...

right....juz went thru some company files....
shld sleep earlier tonite...
although it isn't reali dat earli now oso oredi...

will circumvent this!!!
go!