Sunday...

i woke up todae feeling reali tired after having onli abt 5hrs of sleep and quite abit of beer and champagne last nite...
but nevertheless, i was reali looking forward to the weekly video conference i have with my parents....especially this week, i have been missing my family even more.....partly oso because i hav been pretty under the weather for part of this week....
talking to my parents todae made me feel better....

when i was back in singapore, i used to alwaiz confide in my family, especially in my mum when i face problems in school or in any way at all....or when i feel stressed or tired or pressurised...or when i simply wanted a listening ear....
even though sometimes she might not have been able to do anythg to help directly, having my mum there to listen to me was comforting enuff....and more often than not, made me feel better instantly....
how i miss those daes....

over here, i hav to depend on myself for all sorts of relief in any kind of situation....not dat i was over-reliant on my family or frens in the past but over here, it is even more imperative that i am able to control my emotions, my mood, my temper well....
so far so good though....a few times i nearly lost my temper cos i felt reali irritated and provoked (even though it was in a joking manner, it appeared reali hostile to me cos i was too tired and irritable), but i've managed to keep it under control all this while....
i haven't lost my temper in many yrs...and i don want to do dat here....

aniwaiz, i reali hope all will be fine and well for my family and frens...esp my family....i don mind working harder in order to be able to provide a luxurious life for them in future but all must be fine for them....


aniwaiz, this is a foto we took yesterdae at my consulting professor's place...some of us were in tis foto and they r all my frens....
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aniwaiz, i am tinkin of uploading a couple of videos to my youtube account so my frens can view my personal videos....
somehow, my frens here reali find it amusing to take videos of me....hmmm....well, there r some reali funny ones but i'm not sure if they r suitable for uploading....erm...maybe not bah....i guess i'm share them with closer frens in future when i return...hahaz....

aniwaiz, XM....i've decided to upload the video of me singing Andy Lau's '再说一次我爱你' ....
haven't sung in a long time and so pls pardon my flaky voice...hehez....
i wasn't paiseh at all though and on the contrary, i got reali high in the ktv room yest...hahaz....all nite i felt like i was opening my own concert...though the quality of singing wasn't there, it was very fun though....
the songs weren't too old...not bad....but i couldn't find the song which is my current ktv fav, zhi3 ying1 wei4 ni3... =p
if u got questions after watchin the video...which u surely will have...( u will understand aft u watch it), ask me...
hahaz...and anyone who is interested can add me to their youtube acct too....leave ur username and i'll invite u if i tink it's suitable for ur viewing....

and iwan...erm, i don hav any hidden talents...in fact, i am not talented in anythg at all...pls don overestimate me...i juz enjoy singing and now, cooking amongst many other hobbies in life....
i guess if u wan to ask abt talents, i probably am quite talented in talking cock and crapping...which are not reali talents....hahaz....
see, i'm crapping again.... =p

got lotz to say but i tink i wanna end here le....it's getting late...
but before i go, juz wanna say, Happy Birthdae MJ! hope all's great for u and well, it's a pity i couldn't be there to celeb with u....but rest assured dat will happen nxt yr!

hahaz...kk....nitez nitez....as usual, miss u all lotz...

time flies...