Thursday...

juz had my first lesson in UPENN tis morn....totally different style from NUS....
over here, punctuality is of topmost concern...and the lecture class had onli 40+ ppl...even the largest ones oso 80 onli....

i feel quite choked all of a sudden...
overwhelmed with work....a sudden feeling of slight apprehension over me....

tis morn's first lesson oredi had 4 sets of readings...module name is Engineering Entrepreneurship 1...
later at 3pm i've got a core module....called Bioengineering Signals and Systems...
haiz...i'm reali so overwhelmed...cos there r quizzes and essays EVERY single week for the first mod...and for the second mod, i'm seeing thgs like ODEs, fourier, laplace etc etc....although i've been doing them every sem, i cant rem any of it now oredi...c'mon lor...who remembers all these math stuff?
and i've been told that it's not going to be a walkover here...cos the UPenn students r supposed to be very brilliant....
sighz....abit worried abt academic side now...the workload is much heavier than i had expected....

and after returning home juz now, yah...i'm supposed to work frm home...and i checked my company email...there's work for me to do as well....but i havne't done it yet....arghhhh...

the project thing i'm in...i haven't planned my stuff for tmr nite's meeting too....

maybe it's juz dat everythg is coming at me at 1 go....i reali feel choked....kinda cant breathe feeling....
esp when i was waiting for my turn to cook lunch....i was chatting with XM and as a matter of fact, i didn't feel too good....haiz....

i hav to learn to cope with this new workload....and i will....
for now, blogging is a gd channel for me to destress and it explains y i'm bloggin now when i hav a ton of work waiting for me....

time to remind myself again....

The tougher the obstacles, the more glory in overcoming them!

i muz overcome them somehow!