Friday...
posting earlier than usual todae....kauz....feeling kinda pissed now lor.....reali feeling damn sianz.....wanted to go for a swim after lunch juz now....and with the bright sunshine glaring down, it felt like it was perfect weather for a swim.....
before i could reach the pool, the weather condition changed suddenly....and i found myself caught in the torrential rain.....it was so heavy it instantly reminded me of the time i nearly met with a mishap with xiankan and khenhien out at sea.....
i had a small umbrella with me....but i still got drenched....half of my berms were totally soaked and i'm feeling even more pissed now because as i type, the rain is stopping oredi....
feel like cursing now man.....wtf....
i sense nuttin exciting left for todae.....i noe i sound kinda lost.....which is in fact, yah....kinda.....
i'm oso pissed with myself lah....wtf.....i noe i hav alot of thgs to do and plan for....like for example, i have to pick up Macromedia Flash and PHP Programming before i fly.....it's not mandatory but i wanted to myself cos it'll greatly help in my work....
I also wanted to sit down and carefully think abt and plan for my work and studying strategies over there.....
I oso wanted to prep myself mentally for the entire 1yr, including the kind of attitude dat i shld go over with, the kind of mindset i wanna bring over with, and the familiarisation with the entrepreneurship modules i'll be taking at Wharton....
I oso wanted to prepare a portfolio of my entire path frm application to now and lasting thru the entire 1 yr.....to document my own path, and any improvements or difficulties faced....etc.....
i oso wanted to read up and familiarise myself with the US financial law regulations as well as the laws governing finance institutions etc......
i oso wanted to be proficient in design software such as Photoshop and maybe some video editing software....
the list is not exhaustive.....there r so many thgs which i hav tasked myself to do even before the hols.....but i cant seem to sit down quietly and think and plan and do them....
Why am i so restless huh? everyone is oredi doing sth lor, working or studying....yet i am still feeling so restless.....arghhh.....damn it...
and yes....as i type, the rain has juz started to pour again....arghh.....
1 comment:
Well, all i can say is things dun always go our way.. We cannot control wad happens but we can control how we react, yar? =D
Haha for me i muz play like siao den i can finally settle down to study and so on.. Maybe u could try tat, but den u like play for many many days le hor? =P
Dun give urself too much pressure la, juz do wad u can.. Jia You~
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