Thursday...

Somehow, I did not get a good sleep last nite, spent part of it sneezing away....I switched on the aircon as it was unbearably humid and hot....but the action backfired and as a result, i've got a piece of rolled up tissue paper stuck in my nose all dae....
Sounds gross? dat's how i stop my leaky nose....yah, it probably sounds and looks funny...but it's effective and comfortable...hahaz, cos anythg dat leaks will be absorbed by the tissue paper, and i wun feel the irritating feeling of mucus trickling down my lips....

alright, starting to get too detailed....better preserve some privacy...

the entire week hadn't been productive at all, again....had been too distracted....i'm so relaxed abt the exams dat i'm surprised too....if there wasn't any other distraction, i think tis exam period would hav been the most relaxed i've ever had in nus so far...
with 4 papers next wk, i'm reali cutting myself too much slack..., am i not?
Don't ask me, cos there have been times when not only my heart ruled, my brain followed as well, deeming any form of self-discipline and resistance futile....

aniwaiz, another glaring weakness of mine....Impatience.....
it's one of my worst weaknesses....and I haven't actually done anything to try to improve on that before....tis time round, i'm being tested...and forced by circumstances, to be patient....
everyone who has advised me is right....i shld be patient....wat for distract myself and torture myself by being so stubborn, so insistent, so IMPATIENT....

And so, i'm going to follow the mandate....I have no other option, perhaps tis is the onli way to help me be a more patient person....and more patient I shall be....
Successful ppl achieve big accomplishments thru many factors, and one of them is certainly attributed to patience....so well, actually it's a trait worth, and as a matter of fact, necessary to possess....

On that count, I'll improve my patience....it'll help improve my temper too....Ask those close to me and they'd certainly silently say that they hav been victims of my impatience...my dad, my mum, my sis, my ex.....Stress + impatience....and i'd become a highly irritable person....and more often than not, the stress was brought abt by myself, by my own impatience....

In short, it's a vicious cycle....

Although my temper has become quite good since younger daes, partly because I choose to keep quiet when unhappy rather than vent it on anyone or anything....the impatience part still leaves much to be desired....and leaves much room for improvement....

Right.....Optimism, Confidence....these r 2 which I've alwaiz been in possession of...no way i'm going to let go, neither will i allow my weakness (impatience) to rob me of my prized possessions...

Back to MYSELF again.....The tougher the obstacle, the more glory in overcoming it.... =)

tHe Virtue of Patience....