Saturday...
don't want to talk abt the paper tis morning.....sianz....
left school after the paper and we headed off to AMK Mos Burger for lunch.....Zhiwei, Junhui, Changsheng, Jiarong and Elysia....had a good time juz crapping and talking along the way.....Elysia said dat i give her a headache cos i talk too much and too fast, hahaz....sorry lah, i'm very talkative mah.....
they kept lumping Zhang Shao Han and me together even though we don even noe each other....as in, we haven't even spoken to each other before yet....and strangely so, it was the rest of them who found her not bad looking in the first place....NOT me......but well, it's good to make another new fren so of cos, i wouldn't mind....but dat's all there is to tis issue....
My sis had recently asked me this question....
Sis: Don't u feel like having a gf now?
Me: Yes and no.....
Why yes?
Obviously, who doesn't want to have a gf right? Okie, there are some ppl who reali don't want to hav a gf yet....but well, if u ask me, of cos i'd want, provided the girl's suitable for me....and i'm suitable for her......True, i have to concede that after having being in a r/s for more than 4yrs, the beginning was hard to adapt to....but it has been abt 7-8mths....and i've oredi adapted to the lifestyle of a single again....and honestly speaking, i'm pretty much enjoying myself now too.....
Still, sometimes, I do wish to have dat special someone by my side now....constantly....when i'm happy, she's there to share my joy.....when i'm down, she's there to comfort me....and of course, i'll do the same for her as well....
yah...so now....why no?
No because i want to, and i hav to concentrate on my studies and career now.....besides, it wouldn't be fair to anyone as i wun be in singapore for a year....the earliest i'd even consider a relationship will be when i return from NOC.....even if i'm tempted when i'm there....as long as i remain in a rational state of mind, nono, i won't start a relationship.....
My mum certainly will be the first person to support this view of mine....cos she has been urging me to wait till after i graduate before i get a gf....a view which i beg to differ with....like i mentioned earlier, 1 year from now....dat's when I can legitimately and fairly begin a relationship....
So well, as u can see, although i want it, i have to be rational...and so i can't hav it now.....so....well, i shall make the best use of this 1 year to achieve as much as i can and be as successful as i can....career wise and academically wise, although NOC and NUS would emphasise more strongly on the former during that 1 year...
Academic Excellence and Work Competence....these are the 2 objectives of mine for now.....
for the former, i gotta compromise a little tis sem....well, let's not rake dat up....anyhow...moving on....
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i've been wanting to colour my hair again....but we decided to wait till the hols before we do....zhiwei and changsheng are going to colour too.....last hols, i did it together with zhiwei.....we both coloured and highlighted....abt $100 each.....but tis time round, i don tink i'm going to highlight again....the last time, no one could tell dat i highlighted as well, they all thot i onli coloured.....wasted dat extra money....
I chose a shade of red which was too dark...and in the end, couldn't reali see it....
well, i dono why, but i've been wanting red...so tis time, i'll colour red instead of highlight red with copper dye....
it'll be a dark shade of red....not those neon red or some ah beng colour...hahaz.....
we might probably be going to the Balcony or some other nice pubs or juz somewhere we all could have a gathering....now, we've invited Elysia and company...who includes yes yes, 'Zhang Shao Han', meijia, and the rest of all their frens.....
i'll volunteer to be the Games Master if it's going to be a big gathering.....hahahahaz.....it'll be a whole lot of fun!
and aniwaiz, zhiwei and i were the so called 'emcees' for the last gathering last Christmas....hehez....
we'll definitely still go ahead with our plans regardless of whether they r joining us or not.....
we talked a little abt badminton juz now....making my hands itch....i wanna feel the familiar adrenaline of smashing and faking opponents with drop shots again....dat adrenaline rush.....wow....
Tonight, there's going to be a rally talk by the opposition in my area....don tink i'll go watch.....see how first...cos if i nv rem wrongly, there's Man U vs Chelsea at 730.....well, see how later....maybe my parents will ask me to go with them......
aniwaiz, zhiwei said dat he'll see me off in july, even if it's a midnight flight....hahaz, i'm touched....thks bro.....
okie...tink i wan to take a nap later on...maybe read abit of papers for now?
1 comment:
Wah! haha who is tat "zhang shao han"? She looks like zhang shao han? or she sings like her? ;P
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