Monday...

pissed off with myself....Careless mistakes....I noe it myself...the careless mistakes were too costly....it's as much as even 2 grades.....damn pissed off with myself....
if i didn't noe how to do, never mind, but they were just careless mistakes.....1 of them, i read the qns wrongly, juz a simple thing of I1 and I2....i referred to the wrong current...and answered wrongly...
the second one...the costlier one....wrong conversion of units....darnz....reali pissed off....

well, there goes the module which i felt could pull me up....i was fully on course for an A+ based on my CAs.....but now......

i'm so tired and sick of exams....to be honest, r they reali a good gauge of one's intellect or knowledge of the subject? I don't know....I juz feel very indignant abt losing the marks thru the careless mistakes......

i juz wan next tues to arrive sooner....i wan the hols to be here....tis sem is coming to an end....i'm almost on the verge of a mental breakdown oso....too tired....had had to handle too much.....

well, at least, i'm not as stubborn as in the past oredi....i've begun to learn how to let go....and with regards to this, i've got to let go.....no choice right....muz 看得开 no matter wat....

i'm not asking for too much am i, from now till i graduate in 2yrs time....i juz want to ensure that i stay comfortably in the 2nd Upper range....i'm not even looking at First Class now oredi....cos it's far too tiring....mentally sapping....

everyone else in EE....u can go ahead and compete and slash each other's throats if u wan....i'm calling it a day...i no longer wan to be involved in this mindless competition with u all.....i'll juz do my own studying, put in my own efforts in the exams (try my best), and if i'm considered good enuff, get the A+ or A.....
reali....u all can go ahead.....pulling out of this mindless competition may instead improve myself in other areas....and as my buddy zhiwei alwaiz says, they (those first class ppl) are going to be the ppl who work FOR us next time....

Period.

tis is, in particular, a time when having a gf will help alot....

wishful thinking....u....锦发.....wake up....

1 more wk........endure.....