Sunday....

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Happiest Thing/Moment of the Day

Studying, Chatting, Crapping, Catching up with and learning from Bro Darryl..hahaaz... =) we are supposed

to like meet every sunday....but i guess it's pretty hard, everyone's so so busy...but todae, both of us met up to

study as scheduled....it has been almost a month since i last saw him....the chatting was fun, esp our crapping during dinnertime....we purposely ate slower and drank slower to extend our chatting time....hahaz, and delayed the restarting of our studying for dat....

Aniwaiz, the most impt thing was that I learnt something from him....his advice was sound, sensible, good, insightful and most importantly of all, sincere.....

It touched the root of the problem....which I realised I was facing....no clues though, private conversation between us brothers....heheh....but seriously...thks for ur advice leh...i tink it'll help me greatly...although it seems like it'll onli solve 1 problem, but solving this 1 problem alone will indirectly solve everythg else (迎刃而解)....cos everythg seems to be affected by tis nagging problem.....

Well, as the saying goes.... 解铃还须系铃人 ..... i gotta unlock the chain myself....thks bro! =)

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hahaz, i reckon that it'll be good to juz remind myself in future abt each happiest thing that happened to me in the past everydae.....anyway, during this usual most stressful and sianz period of the semester, it'll definitely serve me good to remind myself of the little happy things dat happen each dae rather den think back on the unhappy ones...

yupz, time to start yakking....tis is sth i look forward to almost everynite...cos i can start talking and talking and talking....my sis alwaiz asks me to shut up, in jest of cos...but sometimes she's serious...cos i'm so 'chirpy' i sometimes annoy her.....but den again, hahaz, i'm still no match for some frens.... =p

That said, everyone shld really talk more....communication communication....it's of utmost importance....

Aniwaiz....i set my alarm clock todae at 9am.....for wat? study? revise for test? do proj? No no no no no.....had to wake up to watch SCV.....hee....i hav been waiting alllllll week to watch 5 episodes all on this morning......but well, i woke up feeling like a zombie....i slept so late and yet still insisted on waking up to watch this show....I asked for it man....reali....

What's up with the temperature aniwaiz? it has been freaking hot almost everydae....unbearably hot and humid....Aniwaiz, juz went to meet Darryl at bishan mac....our weekly sunday meeting place....the one at the bus interchange.....xiankan couldn't come todae....so onli 2 of us....

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At 1 juncture, 2 girls sitting beside us were talking quite excitedly....caught my attention so i turned to look.....i was like....'ohh.....no wonder....' ..... for they were discussing which uni to choose, wat course...and they were online looking for info....hahaz....reminds me of wat my fren mentioned abt her cousin....

Also reminded me of how i chose back in 2002.....I discussed with most of my close frens....WiseUtd bros, JC frens, some other frens....and of cos my parents.....and some opinions here and there frm relatives....but i made the decision myself ultimately....i'm glad i did.....there was Xiankan persuading me to apply for NUS SOC with him, there was someone else talking abt Business which i seriously contemplated....then there was Science....basically, i rem that i was interested in almost every faculty.....

hahaz, i'm lucky i made this choice....the first reason for it back then was because i felt that engineering would provide an iron rice bowl....and i didn't hav to be an engineer after i graduate too...hahaz.....and also, i thot NUS EE was considered prestigious? hahaz, to a certain extent...i still agree with that now....but dat doesn't mean i'm good, it onli means that the scholars are good...hahaz, they've raised the profile of EE i guess....

Aniwaiz, the onli reason for sure why i chose this is NOT because i did not know wat to choose and so chose engineering cos most guys choose it....

Well, though i complain from time to time, it's onli for fun....i certainly am glad with my decision back then...

Yesterday, Miss W asked me to complain to her if i find the going tough....hahaz, thanks, dat's nice of her....but i don tink i'll trouble her unless absolutely necessary.....den juz now, she smsed me, saying she saw this 'thing'...hahaz, but i tink she muz hav been tinkin too much....it doesn't reali matter to me.....thks aniwaiz, if u happen to be reading this, i appreciate it =)

Felt like a zombie all dae......had too much fun last nite....it overflowed into todae.....i woke up feeling in a holiday mood.....and continued to feel so.....until cruel reality set in when i reached Mac and started revision....time isn't on my side....definitely it isn't....and i was still boldly thinking of wat i wanna do nxt weekend....tis is call wat? it's called 不见棺材不落泪 .... hahaz....well, at least i finished reading the lecture notes for 1 of the 2 tests for thursday....tmr practise the tutorial qns.....happy-go-lucky as i may seem, i'm dead serious when it's time to do so....ahem....yea....so, i'll make sure i'm well prepared for both tests on thursday by hook or by crook....

Somehow, after Darryl's advice....i felt zapped....i 'saw' a tiny lightning zap....tiny, but just enough to raise my spirits....and motivate me.....I noe wat i shld do now....actually i oredi knew it....but needed dat motivation to push and drive me on....and i got it from my bro.... =)

I gotta and gonna concentrate wat's impt.....for now, wat's important are my studies, ccas, networks, and yah, basically, anything dat will look good on my resume.... (wish i realise this fact many yrs earlier)

Of course, the 2 other most important things which come before those above are my Family and Frens....i guess at the end of the day, i'm still more of a loyal person, if i hav to choose between (family and frens) and (maybe wealth, material comfort), i'll choose the former anyday, anytime....i'd rather i sacrifice those material comfort than any of my loved ones sacrifice in any way.....esp my loved ones...

Okie, before i start getting emotional, hahaz....yah....everythg i do now of cos is in preparation for my career....Career is reali impt to a guy....i feel that the sky's the limit....reali....feel highly motivated by dat....and confident abt it as well....however, i'm even more determined that in the event that i become reali successful one dae, i'll not lose the original me.....i wanna be the same old me forever.....on top of any success that i gain along the way.....

cos even if one becomes successful but loses him/herself....it's reali sad....reali reali sad.....

hahaz, tis is becoming a GP essay....it's midnite...and i better sleep...i got an individual assessment for our project tmr...and i'm reali sleepy now.....zzzz....

thks brO! u mAde my dAe.....i feeL mORe cLeAr heAdeD nOw.... =)