Wednesday...

finally, today marks the end of a 3 day intensive TIP workshop.....Mon to Wed...from 930-530...it was pretty intensive and tiring....and yes, i'm feeling real tired now....Coming home from sch juz now, i decided to go for a run, I didn't run very far todae, abt 2.8km followed by some conditioning exercises onli....
Still, i'm feeling pretty tired cos I had quite abit of administrative work to do this evening....i muz hav made like 7-8 calls to different ppl, it was mainly to settle some YEP stuff....also to help my aunt with some math problem....so basically, my mind did not have alot of time to rest....and after typing this post, I gotta embark on preparing for Friday's DreamTeam meeting....i gotta prepare my business plans as well as set the agendas for the meeting.....by hook or by crook, I gotta churn all that out before going out for my semi-mno team outing tmr....

ohh yah, tmr's fun day, at least, i hope it'll be....hahaz....compared to tis 3 daes of lectures, discussions, planning, i tink i'm looking forward to tmr much more....however, 2 of my mno teammates will not be around.....hmmm....i feel that i'm often the one who spruces up the mood in the team....hopefully i'll be in a good mood tmr as well as feeling fresh...otherwise i'll be relatively quiet.....i reali wan it to be a fun dae.....cos we r going to settler's cafe at clarke quay and den pubbing at nite.....cool....

aniwaiz, when i came home frm sch juz now....arnd 6+, my mum, in the kitchen, suddenly turned to me, put one hand on my shoulder, and told me....(translated frm mandarin)...
Mum: Boy, juz now when u entered the door....i realised dat u look more handsome!
Me: totally caught by surprise!

hahaz....my mum's impromptu action reali made my dae....i mean, c'mon on, i don often get compliments frm ladies....and regardless of whether she reali meant it, i was reali happy....hahaz....call me vain....but i still will be happy.... =p

Alright, gotta start work soon oredi....after hearing abt the experiences from entrepreneurs these few daes, i gained a better and more accurate perspective into the paths they had taken...and indeed, it certainly isn't easy....most startups fail.....and it reali is not easy to come up with a 'great' idea, not to mention developing it to its fullest potential and den making millions out of it.....i realise that my dream, my goal is dat tad risky....cos i'm investing alot of my effort, time, energy and hopes into achieving success through entrepreneurship....tis is a gamble i've decided to take the dae i decided to apply for the noc program cos being away for dat 1 yr by itself poses a gamble...a risk.....opportunity costs immediately sprang into effect the moment i clicked on the 'Confirm' button in April....to a certain extent, my former bgr was kinda affected by my tis decision also, as it slowly, but surely led me further and further away from the norms....and closer to the pedestral where i can take the plunge....to failure or success i do not noe....precisely y i said it's a gamble.....

DEFINITELY not the time to be reconsidering my actions....instead, i'll follow my heart and work towards my goal....which is also in line with what the govt is promoting....furthermore, being unable to realise my childhood ambition of being a doctor, i reali hope that i can one day contribute to society and help as many needy people as i can through financial power or influence....whilst doing whatever community service i can to render help to others....

right, back to work.....and den sleep so that tmr can be a fun dae.....still going swimming in e morn so i definitely need dat good nite's sleep later tonite....

my mno tutor rem the parttime job she talked to me abt in nov, and she offered it to me....so touched.... =)