Wednesday...

Wow...i haven't slacked for so long already....had been watching tv, surfing the net, just slacking away for the past 3 hrs plus....feels good.....I juz wanted to give myself dat little break after 3daes of exams....well, as the saying goes, rest is necessary for one to walk longer distances....my show on scv starting soon so i'll hav to finish this post fast...haa...

I realised dat i've been reali happy of late....the initial phase in oct was tough to pass....indeed it was, for I had to get used to a new way of life after 4yrs + and it had to be right in the middle of the excruciatingly stressful pre-exam period...fortunately, I've since overcome dat phase and am getting increasingly comfortable and happy with my life now....although a certain element still feels missing, other factors have slowly, but surely, come in to fill the gap....and i'm beginning to realise why i've been in high spirits of late...

Here's why....cos basically, life is pretty fulfilling...with plans in Dec....and knowing that I'll be going overseas next yr have helped to stabilise my short term plans...well, I guess I am one who is not very tolerant of ambiguity and uncertainty, hence the plans dat I've made for my Dec hols have indeed served to motivate me during this gruelling period...

ANother impt factor is the interaction with friends....this has got to be the most dominant factor....Notwithstanding the fact that I had been quite happy over the past few yrs, it was another kind of happiness altogether....I had missed the camaraderie of a large group of friends...As with life, there are lots of tradeoffs here and there.....Have a gf/bf and one tends to spend less time with friends...it's normal, and understandable....juz that I've missed it so much...Prior to now, my happiest yrs of my life have got to be from 13-16...sec sch daes...cos I was so happy-go-lucky....i didn't study much and played soccer everydae throughout dat few yrs...everydae was spent with my WiseUtd friends....it was the team spirit, the strong bonds between best friends, the rapport, yesh, the camaraderie! I'm beginning to feel those all over again....and am relishing in the joy of tis feeling...

haa, juz felt like tinking over what i'm going to do this Dec....let's see.....
-top of the list, DreamTeam's meetings and preparation for competition
-highlighting of hair with zhiwei, and probably watching Exorcism of Emily Rose, heh
-rollerblading at east coast park
-kayaking expeditions
-windsurfing course
-tennis, swimming, badminton, soccer!
-Eskibar experience....
-sesame street camp
-helping YEP team to finalise the preparations needed for the trip
-watching movies....movies and more movies....
-Bintan trip from 14th to 16th!!! (ExcitInG!)
-Sentosa outings for mno team and yishun csc ppl...
-settler's cafe outings....haa...
-Christmas and New Year celebrations!
-WiseUtd Chalet gathering!

i guess i cld go on forever....and i'm assuming i've got the cash for all dat...haa....nvm, i'm starting to fantasise again....well, it's good to feel happy....certainly....i can feel the endorphin rush as well as the adrenaline rush....and it's also a form of self-motivation....

alright, my show has started....and i'm feeling pretty satisfied with myself for now....i smsed changsheng to go running but he hasn't replied me...so i guess i'll juz be a couch potato till dinner time....

The good times are coming back.....