Wed....

had great fun yesterday....went out with a fren....met at 1 at clarke quay....we were going to watch a movie at GV Marina at 520...so i was tinking of wat we cld do for dat 4hrs....so ended up we had lunch at tis small coffee shop arnd clarke quay area.....i suggested there cos i thot of going settler's cafe to play and spend the time.....eventually poor us with a poor sense of direction....we couldn't manage to find the place....oops....and so ended up sitting arnd clarke quay area chatting.......after awhile it started to get reali hot so we moved on and walked to the bridge in front of fullerton hotel....quite nice place with lotz of tourists so we chatted there for awhile.....as unpredictable and as unfathomable as women(haa....no offence, juz a generalization), the weather took a turn for the worse....it started drizzling all of a sudden! and so we hastily walked to tis tunnel to hide....

anyway, finally we ended up at Esplanade....my second time there in as many daes....juz wif different people......yah....it was sooooo nice, so serene, so quiet....juz makes one's mind rest and feel good all over with the peaceful feeling....so we went to Mrs Fields and chatted again, tis time over drinks.....time passed and we finally watched the movie...Just Like Heaven, cos no other show to watch oredi.....to my surprise, it was actually interesting, funny and touching! i had initially thot dat i'd be another typical slow-moving, boring romance flick....but it actually surprised me......after the show, we walked arnd at marina cos i needed to buy conditioner and multi-purpose solution and we both weren't hungry.....

after dat, went over to esplanade again where we chatted yet again(duh) along the esplanade sidewalk there....beside e sea....yah...finally, i thot it's better to hav dinner oredi, so as planned earlier, we went to Harry's Bar at Esplanade....both our first time there....i had been wanting to go there for a long time but didn't cos I didn't noe e price....tis time, i was ready to splurge...probably after the exam period and everythg...yah...felt dat we deserved the break....it was quite a nice place....we initially sat outside but cos got mosquitoes(yah,...mosquitoes at esplanade), we moved in.....it was harder to talk inside but the music frm e live band was quite nice....and so we had our dinner and oso some cocktail drinks....and left the place onli at arnd 11...
dat kinda summed up my dae....was extremely tired by the time i reached home cos i didn't sleep well the nite before....

yah....tis is going to be a long post....todae my fren last min couldn't make it for badminton....so i ended up playing wif my sis instead....and spent the rest of the dae idling at home....felt abit sianz though....

kinda met a dilemna again....which means, decision making time....well, i realise dat the older I grow, the more often I'm faced with decision making situations....and more often than not, I also realise dat I'm left to my own devices to make those crucial or non-crucial decisions....of cos, i hav frens and fam who serve as advisors....but the crux of these decision making processes is that I ALWAYS have to bear the full responsibility of the outcomes.......sometimes, i'm very sure i've made the right decisions, and sometimes wrong ones....but there are equally many times when i'm not sure whether it's right or wrong.....cos many times, i haven't had any such experience before and i'm onli making a decision based on my intuition....my existing knowledge, my common sense(sometimes it's non-existent, unfortunately), ppl's advice....etc....

alright, wat i'm trying to say is that.....decision making can be easy....but the hardest part of it is coping with the consequences thereafter....as with life, there are tradeoffs with everythg....i'm not exactly a very gd decision maker.....hmm, maybe not so bad, but i'm not exactly very good at coping with consequences of my own decisions.....at least, i still am not mature enuff to see that sometimes thgs which happen in life are beyond our control......

i'm still learning....and i hope that soon, i'll be able to make better decisions as well as live with the consequences with a more gracious and accepting attitude.....right now, i'll hav to make tis decision....and i'll make sure i tink abt it carefully before coming to a conclusion....

aniwaiz....i'm going kayaking tmr....finally....i hav waited so long.....going to kayak frm kallang sea sports club to east coast and back again....entire dae thg....so we r meeting pretty earli....

feeling abit down todae.....after an intense 2daes of post exam celebrations.....i guess i'll recover frm it pretty soon....lotz of thgs awaiting my attention....2 meetings on fri alone....haa....i'm becoming more and more of a workaholic......

alright....time to go read newspaper and watch tv.....