Tues....
Bad day...Spirits low....Academic aspect for this semester not turning out well....I've been reminded time and again by my mum as well as peers that I shouldn't be so harsh on myself all the time. But how could I not? I set high expectations for myself so as to make up for lost time.
I've wasted enough time in sec sch and jc merrying away and not knowing what I'm doing everyday and for what purpose. Nus thus became an avenue for me to catch up with the pack and to redeem myself.

Life is never a bed of roses. I understand that there are ups and downs for everyone. Self-motivating becomes tough when things constantly do not turn out one's way. I've tried motivating myself, but when there are no results to show for, or when everything just seems to go against myself, it just gets so very difficult to go on.

Nevertheless, I need to get out of this rut myself. What can I do? Haa, I guess I should begin to spend more time on studying and be more focused instead. Regardless of reaching for the stars in the sky or merely damage limitation, I'm still answerable to myself. If I am not responsible for myself, who will??

Dinnertime. Well, tmr will be a better day.